lately...
I miss my senior friends. Those who have now graduated and senior to me rather. I miss not seeing them in the hallways and on fridays and at robotics. Now I am the senior, looked up to by those younger to me as I looked up to those older than I was. And so now I ask myself, am I doing what's right? am I being the senior that my seniors were to me? I cannot answer these questions. I just wish for everyones high-school experience be as awesome as what the wsa has made mine. However, the wsa has been somewhat lacking as of late. I can't help but think that I am somewhat responsible for not keeping it up to par.
It is because of these things that this year has been, though academicly relaxed, more stressful and angstfull than ever. There are other contributing factors such as my father having to find another job, the inevitable college search, my parents being fearfull and angry all the time, and other stressors which is wish not mention.
Essentially I am a ball of angst, or have I said this already.
On the brighter side, school has been more enjoyable except for the aformentioned. I've been doing some more writing. In and out of my creative writing class.I've found that It helps me relax. On nights that I can't sleep writing is better than nyquil. I've been keeping up with my art as well naturally. I've also found that I wish to become an english teacher, which has taken some stress off as I now, at least, know what I want to do for a living. Oh, and I got the new, or rather premature of montreal CD that is supposed to come out in a month or so. I have listed to nothing but Of montreal since the day Tom pirated it to me. I'd really like to see them in concert sometime.
so, my brain has been picked. Or, if you choose scooped out and put on a sugar cone. I haven't posted for a while. A few months at least and thought that maybe you all wanted to know how I was doing. If not, I wished to share anyways so suck it. I mean um...tough pizza? I should really be more polite if I wish to recieve comments.
later.