Oct 20, 2004 03:43
I must need sleep, cuz I'm making Frank the Goat on the LJ main page "sing along" with Nightswimming by REM. Heh. SO much happened today it's nuts. Saw Rick for the first time in forever, as Allen, Josh, and myself hung out, along with Cam and Denise. What feelings it brought up...I have honestly bore Rick a bit of a grudge for some of how he handled the end of our living together, reasons we know and I feel no need to spill over here. Regardless, I did feel that when I saw him, but more than anything, I smiled to see an old friend. People change...people do stupid things. But I know deep down what kind of a person he is, through it all, and it's a good one. That said, we all had a good time hanging out here afterward, though I was hardly to be seen, as I frantically purged the office so Dave could move in on a moment's notice. So many positives to come from his living here...this is gonna be cool. I feel like an ass for not getting ahold of Whit (you and your damn cell phone dying, grr) to hang out, but there will be other times. That holds even more true with Erin...we don't see each other nearly as often as we'd like, but it's fine. Sometime in the future conditions will be more accommodating, and we'll look back and smile that way two people together only can. I...really feel for her. I could go on like a Shakespearian monologue about her for ages, but I won't. I need sleep soon d= I don't believe in higher creationist powers, but I can't help but feel somehow blessed for how it's turned out with us. Mmm ^^ All this love, and no outlet for it...I can't remember ever feeling this happy. And before you ask, no, I'm sober/straight d= Take care, all.