Out With The Old, In With The New
So, you know how that whole, "you have time to yourself some nights so you basically think the whole time" thing goes? Well I've been doing a lot of it lately, of course mixed in with house work, cleaning, moving furnitature around in my house and watching the occasional movie. (*Four Brothers is a damn good movie, I recommend it to anyone*) Anyway back to that whole thinking thing... ever realize that maybe your selling yourself short at all? I feel like I've been working my ass off and not giving myself enough credit for things. I mean, I don't like taking credit publically for things, I don't like being in the limelight getting awards or whatever, but I do the things I do for others, not because I want personal benefit. Take for example Kids Cafe. That place is my life, and some of the administration on campus wants me talking about how I changed these kids lives and all this crap. Yeah I have tried to change their lives so they could have a positive influence on their future, that was my main goal in helping these kids out. Then I realized that these kids changed me. Right now I can't pinpoint exactly how they did, but I know they did for the better.
I got my grades today. I kicked ass in my Criminal Justice classes, but did subpar in my other three. At least I didn't fail Child Psych which made my day. That made me think too. I'm so glad I'm actually good in the field I want to go into when I graduate. At least I'm not a someone who is struggling with their major and doing well in everything else. Which takes me to part number three.
Graduation. Yeah I know, graduation is coming and no one wants to talk about it, but we have too. May is creeping up around the corner. Actually ya know, I don't want to think about it right now, it's kind of depressing.
Ok, thats enough for now, more thoughts at a later date. Enjoy your last day of 2005 everyone, and Happy New Year!