missin pacific
ive been hanving weird dreams lately. mostly about the ocean. and then after theyre over i cant fall back asleep again. i woke up this morning at 5:30 and didnt fall back asleep till 7 and then had to wake up for class at 7:30... odd. usually i can sleep through the whole night cuz im so tired. but not i cant fall asleep and when i do i wake up for no reason. i think im on crazy pills.
its 8 here and i think im tired enough to go to bed. but knowing my luck ill wake up at 1 or 2 and stay up forever. i hate it.
maybe it has somthing to do with my dreams? maybe i needta go visit thge ocean and see what happens. i dont know how long its been since i surfed last. or even dipped my toes in the pacific. i think im about due.
i wanna go home now. just to be able to tell myself that life gets better outside of school and feeling like i live in poverty. i miss my family and my dog and kitty.
i miss home.
its 8 here and i think im tired enough to go to bed. but knowing my luck ill wake up at 1 or 2 and stay up forever. i hate it.
maybe it has somthing to do with my dreams? maybe i needta go visit thge ocean and see what happens. i dont know how long its been since i surfed last. or even dipped my toes in the pacific. i think im about due.
i wanna go home now. just to be able to tell myself that life gets better outside of school and feeling like i live in poverty. i miss my family and my dog and kitty.
i miss home.