Numb

[thenamesjes]

I'm numb
numb to my emotion
I can't tell what I'm feeling
Its a feeling like no other
its the absence of feeling
I didn't know it was possible
possible to not feel anything
its the aftermath
the aftermath of my pain
when my pain gets too bad
I just shut down
no emotions
no thoughts
no nothing
I'm black
I'm nothing
I'm fading away
no one notices
no one cares
soon I'll be gone
you'll have forgotten
forgotten that
I ever existed