It Didnt Truly Hit Me Until The Ride Home
Well... today was the last day of school.
It started off by everyone just signing year books and taking pictures.. lots of pictures.. thats what it was pretty much throughout the whole class.
everyone became friends today.. and didnt care.. everyone so nice.. its a shame that it couldnt be like this before. the whole entire year.. everyone just getting along.. no one making fun of each other.. no fights.. just every being.. friends.
The awards ceremony was a little boring.. everyone was restless..
I sat with Matt and Alex for a change.. they seemed interesting. I should hang out with them more.
Alex is supposed to come over sometime this summer... I hate summer now. It sucks, Im not looking forward to it at all.. I just want one more day of school.. just one more. to say the goodbyes that i forgot about.
I didnt start to feel sad until after Jennifer finished singing.
I think that set everyone off..
so many people crying.
I thought of them as wussies..
but then i understood, and i feel guilty for not understanding.
my mom seemed rushed to get home.
so i didnt want to keep her waiting
it was at that point that i opened the door to get into my car.
that i would never be coming back here
never walk through the halls of Lamar again
Ever
never get the chance to see my teachers, and everyone in general
I know that a lot of people are still going to mac, but theres a few people who arent..
and some of those few people mean a lot to me, and just love so much
I am going to miss everyone
even the people that i never got to really know
I think that I am going to miss Victoria most of all.. she was soo awesome.. and I love her so much. I just wish that I had the chance to spend time with her more.. Shes so funny, and sweet and was always able to make me laugh
shes the only person that i know of that isnt going to Mac, and i think sam isnt either..
If he doesnt.. then i will miss him a shitload also
I regret not getting to know Brennan enough.. she seemed so awesome.. and i guess i was just too chicken shit to go up to her and strike a conversation..
there were times that we had a good talk
but we were never close friends
which is what i was wanting
but i didnt
and im stupid for not doing so
I dont know how to put it in words.
Of how much I am going to miss 8th grade
the best year of my life.
It started off by everyone just signing year books and taking pictures.. lots of pictures.. thats what it was pretty much throughout the whole class.
everyone became friends today.. and didnt care.. everyone so nice.. its a shame that it couldnt be like this before. the whole entire year.. everyone just getting along.. no one making fun of each other.. no fights.. just every being.. friends.
The awards ceremony was a little boring.. everyone was restless..
I sat with Matt and Alex for a change.. they seemed interesting. I should hang out with them more.
Alex is supposed to come over sometime this summer... I hate summer now. It sucks, Im not looking forward to it at all.. I just want one more day of school.. just one more. to say the goodbyes that i forgot about.
I didnt start to feel sad until after Jennifer finished singing.
I think that set everyone off..
so many people crying.
I thought of them as wussies..
but then i understood, and i feel guilty for not understanding.
my mom seemed rushed to get home.
so i didnt want to keep her waiting
it was at that point that i opened the door to get into my car.
that i would never be coming back here
never walk through the halls of Lamar again
Ever
never get the chance to see my teachers, and everyone in general
I know that a lot of people are still going to mac, but theres a few people who arent..
and some of those few people mean a lot to me, and just love so much
I am going to miss everyone
even the people that i never got to really know
I think that I am going to miss Victoria most of all.. she was soo awesome.. and I love her so much. I just wish that I had the chance to spend time with her more.. Shes so funny, and sweet and was always able to make me laugh
shes the only person that i know of that isnt going to Mac, and i think sam isnt either..
If he doesnt.. then i will miss him a shitload also
I regret not getting to know Brennan enough.. she seemed so awesome.. and i guess i was just too chicken shit to go up to her and strike a conversation..
there were times that we had a good talk
but we were never close friends
which is what i was wanting
but i didnt
and im stupid for not doing so
I dont know how to put it in words.
Of how much I am going to miss 8th grade
the best year of my life.