Yay for sophmore year

Nov 18, 2004 17:37

MY HOUSE IS STILL STANDING!!!
Well to continue with the great news... I'm in California, it's the only place for us to go right now, the only place for us to live, and it pisses me off to no end. My mother just informed me this is more than a temporary evacuation spot... that I'm soon going to be enrolling in school here and we might be here for up to a year, depending on our house condition, though it will inevitable have to be rebuilt, that's IF we rebuild on the beach, or even pensacola.
I just got my life back together after leaving this place over the summer. There are so many things I've re-aquainted myself with at home and so many people I can't leave. I have a homecoming dress and everything... and now I can't go.
At first I was going to go back and live with sarah g. until we got back up and running, but now they are saying "we won't be going back for at least a year" and they dont want me to leave...
I can't keep getting attached to this place and the people up here... my dog has been given away, my entire family has claimed they hate me, and now I'm stuck here away from my friends, the only people who seem to give a shit about me, and things are completely out of my control. I miss you guys, I need you guys... I even have sarah and drew's birthday present. I don't want to go through this again.
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