please forgive me
And now it looks like I've been rolling around in mud. You told me to go wash my face. Well you said it was true and I said it was okay. Its' not right, but it's okay. & I wont leave. & I wont give up. I'm begging you not to leave. Well I had this grotesque thought. Do you know I'd lay my fingers on my dresser and tell someone to hit? I'd give up so much of me to be with you. It'd be okay though because you're the only one who completes me. & I'm sorry. & I love you. & I'm so fucking sorry because I love you so fucking much.