Update on Me..been gone a while.

Oct 16, 2004 06:38

WOW.

Can we say uh..vanishing for a while?

Vanishing for a while.

Yes, yes we can.

I'm so sorry I've left all your lives for a while, I'm trying to jump back in, but it's rather hard.

Things have been crazy for me, and I've been getting an hour of sleep each night basically, because I don't have time. My classes are confusing me. I think I understand them, then what do you know, I get a D on a test. Who knows. Least I'm not failing, and still have my A's & B's, with the occasional C. All my extra curricular stuff is makin' me mad. President of Key Club: I finally had enough, and told everyone the new rules and this is what's goin' on from now on. We'll see how that goes. President of my Class: Due to an inncedent where I was royally fucked over by Enton, they have no respect for me, and refuse to listen to me. Vice President of Student Council: Ms. Wyly, the ADVISOR, is trying to run the show. Uh uh my friend, not happening. Chair of Group 8 for Youth Leadership Broward: My Vice Chair doesn't do shit. Originally she was chair, and then didn't do anything, so her and I decided to switch. I've been workin' my ass off. Still doesn't do anything. Then, there's a chick in my group that has this massive beef with me because I didn't feel like drivin' her to YLB because she lives in BFE and kept callin' me at work.

Oh now on to work. Not that bad really. Incredibly time consuming, but I love the paychecks, and it's a good experience for me. Only thing. This girl Cathy who works with me. She was the one I clicked with the most, she's gone. She got a job at ComCast making so much more and just better off right, but she wanted to keep her Party City job with me. But she could only work on Sunday's. General Manager, Chris, said no-no. So she's gone. This upcoming week (Oct. 17-Oct. 23) I work 37.5 hours. Holy shit. Yes.

Now. Royally fucked by Enton. Let me, hmm..how do you say. Tell you what happend. He was my boyfriend. All of you know, I am a tad bit risque and kinky. End result of that, he has naked pictures of me. Julie, a girl at my school who hates me, got the bright idea "Let's IM Jessica Brown's ex boyfriend for the fun of it." She is pathetic and has nothing better to do. She gets the pictures. Gives them to my class memebers, members of the football team and all the seniors have seen them/know of them. My reputation, bye-bye. All because he was mad and wanted to get back at me. My parents found out, because I had to tell the school. Had to tell the school because they were being passed around, and I was sick of her shit and her little groups. Thank God I had Richard, Matt, and Jon. They we're just so awesome through the whole thing and still are. I love them so much. Supposidly he put them online. Wouldn't be surprised if he did. My Mom called his Mom. Told her we could sue him. He apologizes, "Hey. Uh, I wanted to say I'm sorry because I found out what could happen to me." DUMB! So I didn't accept that one there.

Boy situation is an intersting one though. I've dated several, and kissed a few. Tonight I'm going to another party with Amanda, and having fun again. I'd love to find someone that I click with and can start something with, but I don't want to search for it. I searched, found, was disappointed. So I'm just gonna focus on me and my friends and it'll be good.

But I'm so sorry I've been gone for so long. Ya'll should call me. 754 235 1077. Please do. I miss you all. <3<3<3

By the way. It was 6am when I started writting this. And it's a Saturday. Show how busy I am?
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