On the Occasion of Silence between Us...
I get angry way to easily since living here... I think its being apart from people. I don't think I function properly.
I always manage to get upset with my mother for the littlest things after I call her. But I don't want to hang up the phone, and I feel sorry for having gotten upset. And me with my pride, I can't say I am sorry. So I just let the silence drag on.
It's difficult being so isolated form people. The ability to touch someone or just having them near you is seriously taken for granted.
I wanted to leave the city for the weekend and relax somewhere else for my birthday. But instead I will be going to the office tomorrow to try and finish this work. And then I will go to a birthday party at night thrown by my friend and attended by my community class students, who are complete strangers. I feel pitied...
I really wouldn't mind just sleeping the weekend away.
Another year, huh? I shouldn't feel so old, but man, do I feel defeated lately.
I always manage to get upset with my mother for the littlest things after I call her. But I don't want to hang up the phone, and I feel sorry for having gotten upset. And me with my pride, I can't say I am sorry. So I just let the silence drag on.
It's difficult being so isolated form people. The ability to touch someone or just having them near you is seriously taken for granted.
I wanted to leave the city for the weekend and relax somewhere else for my birthday. But instead I will be going to the office tomorrow to try and finish this work. And then I will go to a birthday party at night thrown by my friend and attended by my community class students, who are complete strangers. I feel pitied...
I really wouldn't mind just sleeping the weekend away.
Another year, huh? I shouldn't feel so old, but man, do I feel defeated lately.