Jul 04, 2008 21:20
Walking though the rain is something refreshing, especially in the dark... There is a strange and comforting connection to the world around you, yet a very profound loneliness. And when you meet strangers along the way, it is like they are trespassing on a moment that shouldn't be seen by just anyone.
I felt effected for a while...
And something unexpected was calling me... It was a very odd feeling, yet one that felt like that wind... that pulls you forward...
Things were going well, and it was like I could see a greater pattern...
My father is feeling ill again. He went to the hospital last week for a procedure... but the pressure didn't go away and he is back in the hospital again today, for another procedure... I am worried, but not. I am caught between things, and although one part of me feels detached and superficial going on with life as it is, there is still that worried child with tears brimming in her eyes.
... I just think I am a little damaged...