sweetheart, I'm so alone, sweetheart, when are you coming home?
I feel so lonely. My dad has went out, Joe is at his friends and My mum is still in hospital still choosing not to speak to anyone. As you may have guessed I am not going out tonight. I can't really afford it because I am going to London. I got my dates sorted out with Bill - I am going down on the 23rd till the 25th. I am so excited. I am going to be staying in a London hotel in the Center of London, hopefully. I want to walk by the the Thames in my scarf.
I woke up quite early today which was about 10. I was going to go to the gym with Dick but when I rang her she was too hungover to go. I sorted out my room put up a canvas in my room that I bought from work for £4.50 its quite big as well, white, grey & black with vines and leaves on it. I organised everything. It rained all day today so I decided to go out for a walk. I only walked up to to Sainsburys but it woke me up. Ran an errand for my dad, got home made something to eat. Jane came round I told her about my mum & she was really shocked. She left & I was planning to go to Chris's but my dad needed a break so I told him I would stay in while he went to the pub. I made some noodles in black bean sauce. I wasn't going to drink but I've just cracked into a bottle of vodka - it doesn't sit too well with my loneliness. I am going to watch Pi later. I have been waiting to see it for ages & havn't gotten round to it so I will tonight.
Tomorrow I am at work 12.30 till 7.30. To hell if I am pleased. I need to ask time off work for London & I need to hand in my new availability. They are going to totally hate me. I don't care. Anywho I am off to get totally off my face & watch some Darren Aronofksy - dear god, I hope this film is good.