uhhmmmm
well, yeah, the past few weeks have been the most interesting of my year, ups, downs, more downs, turn arounds, so forth and so on
moving off instinct and then, shunned by my intellect, the sharp afterblow of thoughts, chained to past transgressions, nip at my heels like hungry dogs, cause I let them, A small transformation inside, has made me see things from a different side, my blind swipes amongst the darkness, bumbling about like a thirsty blind man in a cave of resource and water, Directions have been set, stickin' to em, the way of the fist, that push has been up and down, looking to others for that extra something, a mistake perhaps, but hey, you gotta make em, I try not to make as many. Views changed, life rearraged. 21, I have my gun reloaded, and my aim is sure. Gotta pick off the problems in the distance, and shred the closer ones to pieces, so far, so good.
Kung Fu, monkey form, and sparring, yeah, monkey, I know I can nail, the sparring is gettin more and more shaky with each encounter, maybe I'm not ready. fuck it, I'm not gonna back out though, the spirit just dies a little. Each day, I look at things move in slow motion, and I visually rewind them to find my mistake, but when I try to correct, I get screwed over. Not all the time, but on the whole.
Women, hey I dunno, jus haven't turned over the right rock yet, I will someday, perhaps now jus isn't the best time, the heart still aches for a companion, but it will not break..
Family, Maybe god dealt me a shitty hand, or maybe I'm just playin my cards wrong
"To express oneself's honestly, and truly, not that, that my friend is a very hard thing."
She shot me down Bang Bang, that awful sound Bang Bang
moving off instinct and then, shunned by my intellect, the sharp afterblow of thoughts, chained to past transgressions, nip at my heels like hungry dogs, cause I let them, A small transformation inside, has made me see things from a different side, my blind swipes amongst the darkness, bumbling about like a thirsty blind man in a cave of resource and water, Directions have been set, stickin' to em, the way of the fist, that push has been up and down, looking to others for that extra something, a mistake perhaps, but hey, you gotta make em, I try not to make as many. Views changed, life rearraged. 21, I have my gun reloaded, and my aim is sure. Gotta pick off the problems in the distance, and shred the closer ones to pieces, so far, so good.
Kung Fu, monkey form, and sparring, yeah, monkey, I know I can nail, the sparring is gettin more and more shaky with each encounter, maybe I'm not ready. fuck it, I'm not gonna back out though, the spirit just dies a little. Each day, I look at things move in slow motion, and I visually rewind them to find my mistake, but when I try to correct, I get screwed over. Not all the time, but on the whole.
Women, hey I dunno, jus haven't turned over the right rock yet, I will someday, perhaps now jus isn't the best time, the heart still aches for a companion, but it will not break..
Family, Maybe god dealt me a shitty hand, or maybe I'm just playin my cards wrong
"To express oneself's honestly, and truly, not that, that my friend is a very hard thing."
She shot me down Bang Bang, that awful sound Bang Bang