so..scrap what i just said. hopefully, it was just caloy that saw it.
anyway..
i deleted my last entry, but i said that i was going to do something not school related pero nawalan ako ng gana. but eto, may gana ulit.
alam ko nagddrama ka..at hindi lang toh para tumigil ka magdrama.. matagal ko nang gustong gawin ito.. di ko lang mahanap yung mga words ekek. eto na.
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this is the first time that i'm going to write something about my boyfriend. yeah, i keep mentioning him in some entries. but i never really got to express anything. i was going to try to keep it that way. but its hard. so what if you guys think i'm cheezy.. bahala na kayo.
i don't know where to start..i think i want to keep it short since i told you that my mom called me. she did, but it was just because she just arrived. hee..sorry.
since feb, or even since november or something, i've always had this thing for you. i just wanted to get to know you better and not necessarily get into a relationship with you. when we were starting our friendshop, i knew right away that you were going to be special to me.. i knew that we were going to be close. i didn't expect us to end up like this...
it's great. i think i can say that that was an understatement. i don't know how to tell everyone how happy i am, but i think that they see it.
this is the first time, the first relationship which i feel is real.. and i just have a really good feeling about it. and i still keep praying about it.
you are my best friend. i know all the couples say that. but i feel like you really are. coz i can just completely be myself around you, and you wouldn't mind at all. you accepted me for who i am.. and for all the cornyness, and the weirdness, and the PMS, and the sentiness, and everything else. and for that, i am thankful. i am very, very, very grateful.
i wrote so many things. but i feel like i didn't say anything. if it doesn't make sense, let me sup it up with just one sentence. YOU ARE A BLESSING.
:)
i'm pretty excited for spontaneous monday.