First makeout sighting of the semester. . .
I was closing my window blinds tonight and spotted a couple making out in the courtyard between Wright and Kennedy. Gees. . . gross. At least they were trying to hide it, but they forget that they are in plain sight of all the people in the two buildings.
Why is it that I have such a difficult time understanding that someone might actually be physically attractived to me. This is not be fishing for compliments by any means. However, I was setting there in the middle of the Dave Barnes concert tonight and a coffee conversation from about a week ago with two good guy friends crossed my mind. One of them refered to a past relationship of mine as being based purely on physical attraction in the guys mind and that still blows me away. That someone would think that way of me. I don't understand it. I really really don't. I don't think that I'm fat, but of all the girls out there to be physically attracted to, why be attracted to me? Why do I struggle so much in this area.
Maybe I'm becoming too thoughtful. . . it is getting late, and it was a hard day of classes. I'm off to bed. 8 a.m. class in the morning. YAY. :(
Why is it that I have such a difficult time understanding that someone might actually be physically attractived to me. This is not be fishing for compliments by any means. However, I was setting there in the middle of the Dave Barnes concert tonight and a coffee conversation from about a week ago with two good guy friends crossed my mind. One of them refered to a past relationship of mine as being based purely on physical attraction in the guys mind and that still blows me away. That someone would think that way of me. I don't understand it. I really really don't. I don't think that I'm fat, but of all the girls out there to be physically attracted to, why be attracted to me? Why do I struggle so much in this area.
Maybe I'm becoming too thoughtful. . . it is getting late, and it was a hard day of classes. I'm off to bed. 8 a.m. class in the morning. YAY. :(