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I have been very productive this morning. I am re-reading Elisabeth Elliot's Passion and Purity- it is such a wonderful book and I admire her so much. The things she's gone through I wouldn't even wish on my worst enemy, but yet she remains faithful.
I also got a lot of thinking and rearranging on my little talk for Summit. I am supposed to get up in front about 200 of the biggest leaders on my campus and talk about living a life of worship. Holy crap that scares me so much. It's something that I have talked about a lot this last year with a couple of people, but I am not an expert. I am not even sure that my life is worthy of being an example. I hope it is, in a way, but I don't know. It's daunting to be asked to speak in front of such a large group about your heart. Read John Eldridge- hearts are the most attacked things in our society. I know that the Lord will give me His wisdom and words, He promised me that (Isaiah 50:4), but still, don't think that I won't be shaking standing up there. . . public speaking is not my strong hold.
Today I have a doctors appointment- I finally broke and decided to go see why I keeping having migrains and stomach aches. I hate doctors appointments. Maybe it's just stress or something. . Who knows.
Then I have a job interivew with . . . are you ready for this. . . DO NOT laugh. . . The Disney Store at Rivergate mall. It's a job. I might, if I work there, need to invest in a dart board and cover it with pictures of Raven and Hilary Duff so I can take out my frustrations on being forced to listen to them, and thier "music". BLAH.
I'm 20 years old and I am applying for a job at the Disney store. . . that's PATHETIC.