walking in circles
i read this in mona's journal and silently answered in my head and it has made me realise just how different i am.
2 Years Ago, I:
1. tried to kill myself.
2. had red hair.
3. turned to self-mutilation to solve my problems
4. listened to linkin park
5. had more friends online than in real life
1 Year Ago, I:
1. had a GPA of about 2.5
2. got a D in PE because i couldn't go in the small gym
3. had a "group," a "spot," and basically a place in highschool
4. cried because chris killed himself and i knew i would never have enough courage. and because it wasn't me that was dead.
5. had a big fall out with all my online friends
Yesterday, I:
1. pouted all through french class
2. did no homework
3. laughed at myself
4. had a nice conversation with an old online friend
5. sat with one person at lunch
Today, I:
1. thought it was tomorrow.
2. slept from 4-7pm
3. laughed at american idol
4. wore my hair up for the first time in a long time
5. was by myself at lunch
well, i've been scared of changing...
2 Years Ago, I:
1. tried to kill myself.
2. had red hair.
3. turned to self-mutilation to solve my problems
4. listened to linkin park
5. had more friends online than in real life
1 Year Ago, I:
1. had a GPA of about 2.5
2. got a D in PE because i couldn't go in the small gym
3. had a "group," a "spot," and basically a place in highschool
4. cried because chris killed himself and i knew i would never have enough courage. and because it wasn't me that was dead.
5. had a big fall out with all my online friends
Yesterday, I:
1. pouted all through french class
2. did no homework
3. laughed at myself
4. had a nice conversation with an old online friend
5. sat with one person at lunch
Today, I:
1. thought it was tomorrow.
2. slept from 4-7pm
3. laughed at american idol
4. wore my hair up for the first time in a long time
5. was by myself at lunch
well, i've been scared of changing...