that dropping meme but with NO dropping!! omg
Keele Zeibel - Keeleover
So, I've had Keele for a year now, and usually, he's the first person I think about dropping. Right now, though, I'm really enjoying playing him, and he's getting out more than he normally does, so I'm not really contemplating that very much anymore. Though he might be second on the list if I had to decide a ranking.
I apped him a year before I actually got him in "just because" I wanted someone to app - that sounds weird, but I actually enjoy the process of apping and voting. I hoped he'd get in but I didn't expect it, so when he didn't, I wasn't totally devastated. A year or so later, I was talking about wanting someone to app with someone, and I kind of topped myself into it, thinking WELL I WANT TO APP it doesn't matter if he gets in - and he got in. So I was kind of surprised. But I'm happy I did app him and at this time, I don't really want to drop him! He's such a delightful moron.
That said, he'd kind of a backburner most of the time, but I find that okay?
Shiouji Gojyou - on_a_parkbench
ANOTHER RE-APP
I never ever want to drop Shiouji. Ever. I know I don't play him as much as I used to but he is. always fun to play when I pull him out. Even if I kind of fail sometimes, orz. I don't really have much more to say on this topic besides IF I DIDN'T WANT HIM I WOULDN'T HAVE APPED HIM AGAIN ;o;
Belldandy - dialagirlfriend
Belldandy is delightful and I can put my brain on neutral when I play her. She can talk to anyone, do anything. My only major piece of emo with her is that because she adores everyone, I wonder if she is really. Making friendships at all. In any real meaningful way. This is not a big deal, though. However, this does put her on my drop list. Probably second or third on the list.
Arisada Shuya - youwoulddome
O-oh Arisada. I love him like burning but my activity with him sucks and he's probably first on the list. I should have expected something like this but I didn't really. I don't WANT TO, but I am failing with him. A lot. :( I love my canonmates though, even if we live as far away from each other as humanly possible, orz timezones.
Anise Tatlin - themostprecious
I... love Anise and I should never have let her go the first time!! ANOTHER RE-APP but instead, I actually got in the first time. My cast is so wonderful I don't ever want to let Anise go. :(
Kuroyanagi Ryou - wayiroll
I love Kuroyan and no one else can have him ever ever ever. I forgot how much I wanted him since I apped him the very first counselor round, that's all. I don't ever want to drop himmmmm.
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Moral of the story is.
If I have loved a character for a long time then I will want to keep them. However, most of my dropping emo comes from the fact that I FAIL IN GENERAL to make a lot of meaningful relationships with my characters. Part of this comes from apping people who are very insular, or people who don't have castmates, or me having issues breaking into a relationship with people from other canons and casts. I want to. I just kind of fail and end up feeling a little discouraged. So, if there is someone on this list that you don't want me to drop, and we don't already talk to each other with our characters, TALK TO THE CHARACTER WITH YOUR CHARACTERS and everything will be happy shiny! And I will love you more than before. Because I already loved you, yes you.
Also orz I never thought I'd have 6 characters at once ever ever. sob.