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seriously, dont tell me " you just havent found your girl yet " or " dont worry scott, someone will come into your life and it will be great " well...shits not happeneing. im almost twenty yall....in a year..i will be twenty..out of the " teenage " years. i would have not found anyone close to my match yet..noone....my kind of girl is out there...and prolly will never find me. why is everyone else so much happier than me, i get glimpses of happieness...only glimpses. i have never even once felt that " feeling " strongly for anyone...i just want someone to love me for more than a day....i want someone that will be there for me and be more than a " friend " everyone says, " oh, i love you scott " but they dont love me the way i NEED then to love me....i am not complete without someone...i HAVE to have someone to survive. im tired of " sitting back and waiting for it to come to me " i've sat back too long and watched too many chances breeze by me. i have had so many times wanted someone..to just have them slip out of my fingers. my heart with never be the same. never. i want love, but noone is giving it out....and searching for it causes me too much pain. i dont know what to do.
Dr. Bruce Banner
Dr. Bruce Banner