..I HATE MYSELF...AND I AM GOING TO DIE...

[themostemohulk]

I HATE MYSELF..I AM SUCH A LITTLE FREAK. I AM HAVING A HUGE ANXIETY ATTACK RIGHT NOW. NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT IN MY LIFE..ITS LIKE ITS ALL GOOD..UP UNTILL THESE LAST FEW DAYS STARTING WTIH FUCKNG CHRISTMAS. I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS STRAIGHT..NOONE CARES ABOUT ME...AND I AM SCARED OF MEETING NEW PEOPLE SO I AM FUCKED EITHER WAY I PUT IT. I HAVE THE HUGEST FEAR OF NEW PEOPLE I DONT KONW JUDGING ME AND NOT BEING ABLE TO CONFIDE WITH OTHER PEOPLE I KNOW ABOUT IT...IT SUCKS..I FEEL LIKE IM 2 INCHES TALL RIGHT NOW AND I AM FREAKING OUT..THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME..BUT THIS IS THE FIRT TIME ALL THE SHIT HAS HIT HE FAN...GOD..I HATE MYSELF..WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO SHY..KAYLEN PROLLY THINKS IM WEIRD NOW CUZ I HAVE A HUGE ANXIETY PROBLEM...GOD..IM FREAKING OUT ABOUT THAT....WHY..WHY MUST I BE LIKE THIS...WHY?

FREAKING OUT.
SCOTT D BREEDING