pookie is sad cuz pookie's heart is broken?

[themostemohulk]

last night was pretty good. the show inside the underground sucked cuz there were a bunch of emo bands that were playing and i wanted to see some hardcore. so aarica was there and i took kristoph with me as well. they wrestled on the ground and then on the hood of my truck. the night was taxing on my nerves..so i smoked about a half a pack of cigs right there in the parking lot waiting on the hardcore band at the end to start playing. and while inside i saw something that took all the wind out of my sail...i dont want to say..but if your reading this and you were there with me..you prolly know what it is..so after that my entire night was shit...aarica and kris went outside and i stayed in..just stareing at the band..wondering why i am always left alone while others get what they want..not once have i been shown a ray of hope in my life....so i go outside..and low and behold, kris and aarica are gone..so im left to sit in my car and cry for 30 min while i wait for them to get back, and then when they get back they just.....i dont wanna talk about it. but by that point im in tears......i just wanna know what is wrong with me? what makes people just flock to those around me..and leave me in the middle..without anyone. all i ask for is the acompanyment of a woman..is that so hard to ask...and then whitney wanted to say something to me...but i was so pissed i just blew her off....shes too obcessed with me...god...i hate the way my life is looking, kris gets all the girls..and im stuck in my car crying.. just once i want to be with someone perfect..hell not even perfect..i just want someone. this neverending sadness is tearing at my sanity. i've got to go before i get depressed again.

Scott D. Breeding
Pookie

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