Jan 26, 2005 18:12
ok so here is how my week went:
my mother dint tell me that she took text messaging off of my plan so now im $107 in the shit hole, the lady that i was going to house sit for called and told me that her father was staying there and i was not needed so that is $250 that i dont get. then i am grounded for two weeks (except for saturday) and cant use my cell phone for that amount of time. THEN (as if there could be more) jesses goddamn birthday is coming up, all the money that i earn goes to the $107 i owe my mom and i have to use all the other money for gas. jesus christ. i have decided that i am going to become a prostitute, earn some money, and try to think of something to buy jesse that he doesnt already have or cant get which is damn hard to do. and no, i did not see my valentines day present on the table, yes i am blind, ha ha ok funs over lol.
so, as of now i am sitting in Pima, playing a "game" as my teacher thinks it is, when i could be doing more important things such as making out at jesses house, which i would very much like to do right now.
what else is there to say? meghan and jesse (my best friend and boyfriend have met once and now they txt all the time, how nice is that lol) are planning to ruin my interview for foreign exchange by putting pot in my "ventelation systems" so that i get stoned and they hate me and i have to stay here.
i have decided that as soon as i get home i am moving out. with who, i dont know, where, i dont know, so any suggestions or offers please give them to me. i am going crazy because of my mother. i love her, but i cannot live with her a minute longer.
i reread the letter that meghan wrote me telling me how much i mean to her, it made me cry...again. it may be really girly but i love things like that, they make me feel needed lol.
ugh, i had to write this essay for pima, it will be good as soon as i organize it and spend more then 20 minutes on it. its sad too, go figure.
i lost my off campus ID so now im stuck on campus with all the people that i hate. i try to sneak off every day but so far no luck. meghan better stay on tomorrow with me. uh oh, teacher, ill update in like an hour when i get bored again...