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ok if you read the comment that was on here last week about me changing, who ever that person was (i think i know) was right. i have become selfish, mean and i have begun doing things that i dont like. when i say my mother was yelling at me, im not saying that i never do anything wrong, because i do, a lot. there are things that go on in the background, that no one sees or hears about and it has everything to do with the way things were, causing them to be like they are now. im scared to say this now, but i moved in with my dad this weekend. NOT because "i hate my mom" or anything like that. i am leaving in 5 months, i have school work coming out of my ass. that house was filled with tension and stress no matter what, thats just the way that my family lives. when you put it together, that was one of the problems that i was having, stress. i love my mom to death no matter how much we argue or why. in that house you cant breathe without offending someone and starting an argument. i want a relationship with my mom that i can leave with. you cant have one with someone if you are fighting every 10 minutes. and i dont want that. i just wanted to get away from the stress. since i have moved in with my dad, i have less freedoms. i dont go out as much, i dont see people as much, and i do more homework. and im alright with that? you know why? because im not stressed. I AM SORRY to everyone that has noticed me changing. i think i have been ruining friendships to make other relationships better and that is not how i want it to be. so to anyone that i have hurt, i want to say that i am sorry.