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thank god for matt. . .he made me feel soooo sooo sooo much better. . . we totally have the same luck. . . and for some reason everything sucks for us. . . but seem to move on. . . and learn to deal. . . and i love the fact that he can make me feel soo bad that i dont think about whats really making me sad. . went to the mall. . found him a really cute sweater. . . then got an iced latte at dunkin donuts. . . it was really nice just having someone around. . .i miss that. . .i miss having friends that are just around . . .i became very dependant on him and pat mostly. . . cuz for the entire summer i always knew they were around. . . i was always able to just call one of them up and end up doing something. . . but anyways. . . we watched eternal sunshine. . . then looked at some old videos and pictures from over the summer. . . i really miss everyone alot lately. . . i miss just having friends. . . good ones. . . that actually know me. . and care about me. . .
i just found out that kelly is going to PC next semester. . . so that means that i am totally going to apply there now! hopefully i will get in next semester. . . if not. . i have other opitions so it doesn't even matter!!!
finally alittle hope. . .
i just found out that kelly is going to PC next semester. . . so that means that i am totally going to apply there now! hopefully i will get in next semester. . . if not. . i have other opitions so it doesn't even matter!!!
finally alittle hope. . .