This is my rambling...

[themoonandme]

I kind of feel like I'm losing control of my life.
Please don't think this is lame because I really feel this way.

I'm kind of torn.

I've been having so much fun lately.
Everything has been new and different and more exciting.
But it's happening too much.
It's hard not to.

I went too far with it today. I can dig myself out of this before I go too deep right?
I mean people get 2nd chances right?
Maybe mine already came and went and I'm out of luck and everything fucks up?
I didn't mean for that to rhyme.

I'll fix it though.
I mean I always find a way.

I'm paranoid and I can't relax.

I just don't ever stop thinking.
Sometimes I like it though.

Today was fun. Now I know I need to slow down. Maybe that's what today was for?
Maybe I needed something to kick me in the ass and say "wait a second..."

I'll get out of this. It's just this point in my life.
Things are new.

I'll fix it.