To Whom It May Concern
I am so sorry. I can't express how sorry I am. God I messed up so badly. I'm not expecting this to make a difference. I know why you need this, and why you chose it. But I am honestly trying. I've never put this much effort into anything ever. I want to be the person you fell in love with. You deserve to have that much from me. I'm still going to keep trying in hopes that you'll ask me back. I'll spend forever on the whisp of a dream if need be. Because... I love you. Believe that or don't. But I do. If you ever want me around again, tell me. You know where to find me.
-J
-J