shutdown and reboot
reboot my mind
I awoke with a mild headache... Thanks Jack.
Coffee, deeply missing the guys, the empty house, rewinding and trying to analyze the previous night.... I decompressed... Then shut down.
I went back to sleep.
I woke up... deeply missing the guys... sick of the empty house... rewinding and trying to analyze the previous night.... I decompressed again... Then shut down.
Third boots the charm... what was needed for my brain to catalog and everything and put on the back-processing burner.
Given the choice to sit and feel sorry for myself or bitch smack the dark cloud attempting to loom over my head - I chose the later... Time to make my own Christmas.
I re-caffeinated... Put on my favorite jammy pants, peeled off my t-shirt, put on a santa elf hat, cranked trance music loud enough to shake the house and got to cleaning, painting and dancing so furiously and with so much passion that I exercised my demons.
It will be days before I sit down to not blog.