living
ughng. i should obviously be focusing on my homework right now, but i'm slightly more concerned about where i'll be living after the summer.
here's what i know:
i don't want to live at 49th and quebec anymore
but i am terrified of all the shit i will have to move out
i'm not ready to leave this area
i don't really want to have disco anymore
i could stay living with caitlin
actually it's weird to think about not living with caitlin
i want to live with michael, but he says ok to so many things and i get confused
i also want to live with danny
the other boys and/or girls involved in that ishhh...i am not so sure about
also the timing is a bitch
i maybe want to live downtown, but where i want to/where i will find work will be determining factors
on that note, wtf do i want to work...mncppc has a gis position that looks doable, but i'm pretty sure i would probably hate it. i would maybe like to try to work somewhere like community forklift, but people like my mom don't seem to think it would be a good use of my time. like it or not, her opinion matters.
it is going to be hard to actively figure this out when i know i have a bus driving job if i need it.
also i feel like i maybe probably need to do something mindless for a year or so.
i just don't want to have a sucky life
blerg blerg blerg
i need to resolve something else too, but i'm not at all sure how to go about it.
i am up to my usual procrastination methods, awesome.
i am going to graduaaaate fuckya
here's what i know:
i don't want to live at 49th and quebec anymore
but i am terrified of all the shit i will have to move out
i'm not ready to leave this area
i don't really want to have disco anymore
i could stay living with caitlin
actually it's weird to think about not living with caitlin
i want to live with michael, but he says ok to so many things and i get confused
i also want to live with danny
the other boys and/or girls involved in that ishhh...i am not so sure about
also the timing is a bitch
i maybe want to live downtown, but where i want to/where i will find work will be determining factors
on that note, wtf do i want to work...mncppc has a gis position that looks doable, but i'm pretty sure i would probably hate it. i would maybe like to try to work somewhere like community forklift, but people like my mom don't seem to think it would be a good use of my time. like it or not, her opinion matters.
it is going to be hard to actively figure this out when i know i have a bus driving job if i need it.
also i feel like i maybe probably need to do something mindless for a year or so.
i just don't want to have a sucky life
blerg blerg blerg
i need to resolve something else too, but i'm not at all sure how to go about it.
i am up to my usual procrastination methods, awesome.
i am going to graduaaaate fuckya