Been a long time
So its been a few years since i've written in this but with so much going on its the only way to get some things out.
Got a new job i hate but at least i'm out of arby's. Working on getting out of this current job just hoping for the best. Just hate knowing i still owe on my college degree but have no good job to pay it off with.
Since Nana died i've tried to be a better person. I've tried to help people out that are my family and friends yet i find myself being screwed over by each and every one of them. So i'm becoming torn to be a good person or to treat people the way the treat people, like complete shit. Its confusing and hurts all at the same time. I think sometimes if Nana were still alive would i be where I am today.
On a somewhat better note, I bought a house. Love it. Have made a few mistakes on letting some people move in and will never make that mistake again. I love having my own place. I love being in love. We have been so happy with finally being able to be a couple and enjoy each others company.
Got a new job i hate but at least i'm out of arby's. Working on getting out of this current job just hoping for the best. Just hate knowing i still owe on my college degree but have no good job to pay it off with.
Since Nana died i've tried to be a better person. I've tried to help people out that are my family and friends yet i find myself being screwed over by each and every one of them. So i'm becoming torn to be a good person or to treat people the way the treat people, like complete shit. Its confusing and hurts all at the same time. I think sometimes if Nana were still alive would i be where I am today.
On a somewhat better note, I bought a house. Love it. Have made a few mistakes on letting some people move in and will never make that mistake again. I love having my own place. I love being in love. We have been so happy with finally being able to be a couple and enjoy each others company.