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all day i've been trying pretty hard to be quiet. i realize that i run my mouth too much as it is and i need to quiet down sometimes. but when i do people always ask me if im okay. just because im not running from group to group making sure everyone's in great spirits doesnt mean im doing bad. maybe i just like the book im reading, or maybe i just want to sit here by myself. i dont know. i have realized that when you spend your life doing things outrageously to get attention... people notice you more when you stop.
im working really hard on trying to be more positive so please; if you want to make fun of someone, dont do it when im around because it not only makes me sick to my stomach it makes me not like you. (i know i sound like the biggest hypocrite in the world, but im not being hypocritical... im trying to make myself better)
i'd like to officially say that if we were close in california and you dont talk to me anymore... forget rebuilding a relationship.
becca is seriously one of the only people who im even thinking about going back for. the rest of you can seriously just go back to what you were doing. im sick and tired of talking to answering machines and sending i love you's with no return of affection. i love you becca and thank you so much for caring about me as much as you do even though we live so far away.
mig
im working really hard on trying to be more positive so please; if you want to make fun of someone, dont do it when im around because it not only makes me sick to my stomach it makes me not like you. (i know i sound like the biggest hypocrite in the world, but im not being hypocritical... im trying to make myself better)
i'd like to officially say that if we were close in california and you dont talk to me anymore... forget rebuilding a relationship.
becca is seriously one of the only people who im even thinking about going back for. the rest of you can seriously just go back to what you were doing. im sick and tired of talking to answering machines and sending i love you's with no return of affection. i love you becca and thank you so much for caring about me as much as you do even though we live so far away.
mig