Feb 06, 2002 20:33
my own brother just told me that he lost his virginity. i can't even describe how disturbing that is. and im sure it will be equally as disturbing for any of my friends who know him. excuse me.
GUH-ROOOOSSSSSS.
okay. what is with people having so much sex all of a sudden? my brother. out of everyone..MY BROTHER?! i can't comprehend it. and jesus christ, i need to have a chat with drew about picking up his condoms after he's used them, especially if he's over at my house.
on the other hand. my brother is so cute sometimes. he's two years older than me, but really immature..well not immature..that has such a negative feeling attached to it, more inexperianced, about romance and relationships and junk. he just found this girl hes really into, and they have a "thing," and its all very sweet. he was trying to get me to help him come up with ideas for something to do for her for valentines day..thats so cute it makes me nauseous. but im happy for him. really. ahh. love.
*twirls*
its so great, even if im not experiancing it right at the moment, heh. maybe its because valentines day is coming up and i hope to be suprised with a secret admirer. pssh, like that'll happen. but a girl can dream, right? sure. but anyway. i've found myself less disgusted and annoyed by couples public displays of affection lately. i don't know what it is. i feel all gooey instead of scowling and mumbling swear words. weeeird...i don't like it.