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[themessiahward]

I think I am going to make a brand new LiveJournal account soon, maybe even as early as tonight, and rid myself of this one. I am in need of a fresh start with some things, even with unimportant aspects such as online presence. It'd be nice to have that new beginning; I have a perfect, wonderful girl, now I just need the rest of my life to fall into place, lest I force it to by sheer will.

I'll let anyone interested know when I do, so that they can come along with me should they choose to want to. I have a lot of things to say, and a lot of things on my mind, and hopefully I'll use my new account on a fairly regular basis, at the very least to maintain a daily writing edge as I whip myself back into shape with the written word, as I'll need to be sharp for the changes that are to be coming into my life soon. I have not written creatively in over two weeks now; that's the longest interim I've had since I was thirteen. It's time to make things happen.

By the way, Daniel, good on you for landing the girl. I'm proud of you man; you need and deserve that happiness, as I know you've been struggling for some time now with discontent, and as a friend I very much have not done as much as I could to help, and for that I'm sorry. We need to get together soon, for there is much to discuss.

Anyway, more to come, so for those who do care, stay tuned.