The Most Important Thing in This World
Minho and Kibum are couple for years. They love each other, they care about each other, and of course they are jealous of each other. Their affection seemed to have grown even more over the years. Sure they both like to bicker a lot sometimes but they never really argued seriously,only some teasing and nagging once in a while. But who doesn't do that?
This time it's different because of they fought some stupid reason. Minho was jealous because he loves his boyfriend.He think his boyfriend don't care him but he was wrong. And he has made a big mistake.
Kibum was very busy lately. ToHeart promotions, WGM shooting and Bonnie&Clyde makes him tired. He tried the best of for himself, for fans, for SM, for SHINee... but this estranged him from everything. He left house early in the morning and returned home at night everyone is asleep. Minho miss his lover. He miss Kibum's smile,his voice ,even his smell. But every time Kibum together with Woohyun or Yagi Arisa or B&C's artists. This is not fair. He needs Kibum. He needs to be alone with his boyfriend but it seems impossible.
Minho was alone in the dorm the other members were out busy with their individual schedules and there is nothing to watch on TV. He decided wait until Kibum return home and called him countless times but Minho received the same answer
‘The person you have called cannot be reached at the moment, please try again later…’
Kibum didn't answer his phone but he shared picture with Woohyun and other 91-liners. This angered Minho. He was waiting to see Kibum but Kibum was having fun with his friends. This is not really fair.
Kibum returned home almost 2am. He sat his bag down and took his shoes off. Kibum shocked as he saw his boyfriend sitting in the couch.
‘Why are you awake? It's too late.’ Kibum said quietly and Minho looked him with his large brown eyes. He miss his eyes.
‘Why are you out? It's too late.’ Minho said coldly and Kibum frowned.
‘Because I'm busy with my work.’
‘Wrong answer, because you're busy with your dear friends.’ a hoarse voice answered him. He miss this low voice. But Minho seemed angry.
‘I tried to call you but you didn't answer me.’ Minho said and his voice is increased.
‘My phone's battery is died.’ Kibum responded in a curious way.
‘Is that so? Then why did you share photos in your instagram?' Minho said after taking in a deep breath.
‘I used my tablet. I don't understand, what is wrong?' Kibum said raising eyebrow.
Kibum one step came towards him but Minho blocked him. He stood up and from the couch and took a step back.
‘What is wrong?’ Minho hissed. ‘Maybe you should tell me what is wrong?’
‘I really don’t understand why are you act like that, Froggy!’ Kibum said with an anxious.
'Don’t call me like that. I’m not stupid frog’ Minho growled, Kibum could see fire in his eyes.
‘I’m…’ Kibum tried to talk but Mindo didn't let him. Minho’s voice began to rise.
‘Why are you always call me like that? Why am I always ‘stupid frog’? You call Woohyun ‘my Hyun’ ,you always call him 'my fucking Hyun' but I’m just Froggy.'
'I’m s-…’ Kibum tried to talk again but it has failed,too.
'Who is your boyfriend Kim Kibum? Me or Woohyun or Mr. Prominent Ears. What was his name? Ah, I remembered Hyeongseop.’ Minho shouted at his precious boyfriend.
‘How can you say it,Minho?’ this time Kibum was able to speak but his eyes were burning.
'Sometimes, s-sometimes…I wish go back in time and wouldn't go out with you. I wish we would just give up us.’ Minho said hurtful words, took his jacket he left home.
Kibum could say nothing. His heart was divided into a million pieces. His heart even his whole body hurts. Finally tears glided to his cheeks. He had never felt like this before in his life. He had never hurt like this before. Kibum tried to stay on his feet but it was impossible. He was down on his knees and cried so hard. His eyes, nose was flushed and he hiccuped countless times.
He didn't even know why Minho acting like that, didn't even know why Minho said this heartbreaker words. Did Minho thought like that, really? Kibum tried to stood up with support from the hall's wall and he has gone his room.
He had trouble breath and tried to calm down but his tears never stopped. Kibum didn't deserve that. He didn't make something wrong. Kibum fell asleep while crying in his bed ,he didn't even wear his pyjamas.
The next morning Kibum had left home early. Even if his heart hurts he had to work ,on the other hand Minho didn’t return home at night. When he returned home other members were having breakfast. He looked awful because he didn't sleep last night.
‘What is wrong with you?’ Onew said and frowned. Minho didn’t even hear him.
‘Why are you home? Where is Kibum?’ Jonghyun said quietly and Minho had heard Jonghyun because Kibum's name had passed sentence.
‘I-I don’t know.’ Minho looked him and ruffled hair in frustration.
‘What do you mean, I don’t know? Do you not have an appointment?' Jonghyun said raising eyebrow. Minho couldn’t find something to say but he was wondering.
‘I know because he had told me before. Kibum was planning to do something for you. Don't you know?’ Jonghyun continued.
‘What happened to you?’ Taemin asked curiously. Minho went to the living room sat in the couch and he was followed by others.
‘We had a fight. No, actually he didn't say to me anything I just shouted him.’ Minho uneasily explained.
‘What? Why? What he did to you?’ Onew asked curiously.
‘I waited for his to come home but he was having fun with his friends.’ Minho said angrily.
‘How do you know?’ Taemin said and frowned.
‘I know because I've seen photos but when I called him he didn't answer me.’
Meanwhile Jonghyun checked Kibum’s instagram. He was surprised and angry. How can Minho be so stupid? How can Minho be so selfish?
‘The photo you see…is this?’ said Jonghyun showed the photo to others.
‘Yes, Why are you asking?’ Minho said and frowned.
‘I knew it. You’re really stupid Minho. Oh no, you’re the biggest stupid in the world.’ said Jonghyun through teeth clenched.
‘What are you saying Jonghyun?’ said Minho stood up and from the couch and walked toward the him with heatedly.
‘Look at the photo.. Did he wear same outfit as yesterday?'
‘I don’t know.’ Minho opens and closes his mouth like a fish before managing to say something.
‘But I know! This photo was taken last week. I know because I saw them in radio program. Kibum don't wear the same clothes in two consecutive weeks. Actually he was in musical practice at yesterday.’ Jonghyun continued.
‘What have I done?’ Minho looked him and ruffled hair in frustration. He looked awful than before.
‘You don't deserve him. if I were older than you I'd shoot in your face.’ said Taemin went into the room and hit the door. Jonghyun sighed and followed Taemin.
‘I hope you can solve this problem soon.’ Onew said and patted Minho’s arm awkwardly then left him alone.
Kibum was sitting alone in an old park. There was big old trees and benches. He has prepared this place for appointment. Wooden swing and a picnic basket… Everything was ready but Minho wasn’t here and probably he will never come. Kibum began to cry again. He could feel useless, disgusting and lonely because Minho wasn’t here.
It began to rain. Actually Kibum - the ancestor of the cats - would hate to get wet but this time he didn’t care.
After hours he returned home and looked like zombie. There was no one at home ,even Minho. Minho had gone to find Kibum but Kibum didn’t know it. His whole body was burning in flames he would probably be sick. Kibum fell asleep while crying in his bed ,he didn't even wear his pyjamas,again.
Minho was back in despair. He couldn’t find Kibum anywhere. Minho miss Kibum smell so he went to the Kibum's room. When Minho enter the room he saw Kibum in his bed and eyes widened with joy. He approached Kibum slowly and he was holding his breath. Kibum was shivering in his sleep, forehead shiny with sweat. Minho never had seen him this fever before. He was run to the bathroom, found a small washcloth and soaking it up with cold water. Minho sat on Kibum’s side of the bed and has put the cold cloth on his head, hoped it’s going to make him feel better without waking him up. And Kibum didn’t wake up. He measured his fever with the degree but unfortunately Kibum’s fever didn't diminished.
He decided to remove Kibum’s clothes and his shirt unbuttoned. Kibum's milky skin glowed in the light of the room. It was not the first time Minho had seen his boyfriend naked before but this time it was different. He has put the cold cloth on Kibum’s armpits and wrists, after it waited. After half an hour Kibum's fever did diminished. Minho sighed and relieved. He leaned down to kiss Kibum’s forehead tenderly and his boyfriend only sighed weakly. Kibum was still asleep.
Minho watching the rise and fall of Kibum’s chest as he slept on his hand, not tired himself but calm because of Kibum’s proximity. At almost 3am Kibum opened his eyes slowly but closes them almost immediately. Kibum opened his eyes one more time and saw Minho’s head on his hand. When he saw Minho this reminded him everything and pulled his hand back but that woke Minho. Minho rubbed his eyes, in this meanwhile Kibum tried to get up but he couldn't find his feet. Minho stood up and laid Kibum down on the pillows.
‘You're sick so don't move’ Minho said quietly and Kibum looked at him with tired eyes.
‘Why are you here?’ Kibum said and frowned. Minho gulped and couldn’t say anything.
‘Thanks for everything… but I don't need you anymore. I can take care of myself so you can go back to bed.’ Kibum said in pain and his eyes watered. Fortunately Minho couldn't see it, because of dark.
‘I can’t… I won’t do that… I want to stay with you.’ Minho said his voice was trembling.
‘Are you sure? Maybe then you might give up huh?’ Kibum said in a sarcastic way. He couldn't hold his tears anymore.
‘I never thought it I never gave up from you,from us. I always loved you and will always love you.Please let me… I need you.’ Minho said in tears and sobbed countless times. Kibum was in the same situation.
‘Why did you say that such things? You broke my heart Minho. What did I do you?’ Kibum said between sobs.
‘Because I was jealous of you. I was jealous of Woohyun and this stupid Japanese model Yagi Arisa. I wanted to be with you. I wanted to hug you kiss you and sleep with you. But you weren’t here. I miss you so much babe. ’ said and his voice cracked. He has collapsed to his knees.
‘Of course I miss you, too. You should have told me this before. I always thought of you and I've made plan for us. I knew you wouldn't come, but I waited for hours. I'm sorry that you feel that way. I need you,too Minho.’ Kibum said and stood up from bed and walked toward him. He knelt beside his boyfriend and Minho tightly hugged him. They stayed like that for a while and they were still crying.
Several days after Minho brought to Kibum a peaceful place for an appointment. Kibum’s eyes were connected and he was holding Minho’s hands.
‘Where are we? Can I open my eyes now?’ Kibum asked curiously.
‘Are you ready?’ Minho asked chuckling and Kibum nodded enthusiastically.
‘Okay, I will open your eyes. When I saw this place I thought of you. This place reminded me of you so I hope you love it.’ Minho explained and opened his boyfriend's eyes.
When Minho opened his eyes Kibum was very surprised. He had seen this park before. This made him smile.
‘So, do you love it?’ Minho asked nervously.
‘Yes, I love it but I love you more than this,more than everything.’ Kibum said and gave a quick kiss to Minho.
The same old park… There was big old trees and benches. Minho has prepared this place for appointment. Wooden swing and a picnic basket… Everything was ready and this time Minho was here.
‘I almost forgot, I love you,more than everything.’ Minho's voice sounded like saying it is the most important thing in the world.
They both began to laugh and of course, this words the most important thing in this world.
This time it's different because of they fought some stupid reason. Minho was jealous because he loves his boyfriend.He think his boyfriend don't care him but he was wrong. And he has made a big mistake.
Kibum was very busy lately. ToHeart promotions, WGM shooting and Bonnie&Clyde makes him tired. He tried the best of for himself, for fans, for SM, for SHINee... but this estranged him from everything. He left house early in the morning and returned home at night everyone is asleep. Minho miss his lover. He miss Kibum's smile,his voice ,even his smell. But every time Kibum together with Woohyun or Yagi Arisa or B&C's artists. This is not fair. He needs Kibum. He needs to be alone with his boyfriend but it seems impossible.
Minho was alone in the dorm the other members were out busy with their individual schedules and there is nothing to watch on TV. He decided wait until Kibum return home and called him countless times but Minho received the same answer
‘The person you have called cannot be reached at the moment, please try again later…’
Kibum didn't answer his phone but he shared picture with Woohyun and other 91-liners. This angered Minho. He was waiting to see Kibum but Kibum was having fun with his friends. This is not really fair.
Kibum returned home almost 2am. He sat his bag down and took his shoes off. Kibum shocked as he saw his boyfriend sitting in the couch.
‘Why are you awake? It's too late.’ Kibum said quietly and Minho looked him with his large brown eyes. He miss his eyes.
‘Why are you out? It's too late.’ Minho said coldly and Kibum frowned.
‘Because I'm busy with my work.’
‘Wrong answer, because you're busy with your dear friends.’ a hoarse voice answered him. He miss this low voice. But Minho seemed angry.
‘I tried to call you but you didn't answer me.’ Minho said and his voice is increased.
‘My phone's battery is died.’ Kibum responded in a curious way.
‘Is that so? Then why did you share photos in your instagram?' Minho said after taking in a deep breath.
‘I used my tablet. I don't understand, what is wrong?' Kibum said raising eyebrow.
Kibum one step came towards him but Minho blocked him. He stood up and from the couch and took a step back.
‘What is wrong?’ Minho hissed. ‘Maybe you should tell me what is wrong?’
‘I really don’t understand why are you act like that, Froggy!’ Kibum said with an anxious.
'Don’t call me like that. I’m not stupid frog’ Minho growled, Kibum could see fire in his eyes.
‘I’m…’ Kibum tried to talk but Mindo didn't let him. Minho’s voice began to rise.
‘Why are you always call me like that? Why am I always ‘stupid frog’? You call Woohyun ‘my Hyun’ ,you always call him 'my fucking Hyun' but I’m just Froggy.'
'I’m s-…’ Kibum tried to talk again but it has failed,too.
'Who is your boyfriend Kim Kibum? Me or Woohyun or Mr. Prominent Ears. What was his name? Ah, I remembered Hyeongseop.’ Minho shouted at his precious boyfriend.
‘How can you say it,Minho?’ this time Kibum was able to speak but his eyes were burning.
'Sometimes, s-sometimes…I wish go back in time and wouldn't go out with you. I wish we would just give up us.’ Minho said hurtful words, took his jacket he left home.
Kibum could say nothing. His heart was divided into a million pieces. His heart even his whole body hurts. Finally tears glided to his cheeks. He had never felt like this before in his life. He had never hurt like this before. Kibum tried to stay on his feet but it was impossible. He was down on his knees and cried so hard. His eyes, nose was flushed and he hiccuped countless times.
He didn't even know why Minho acting like that, didn't even know why Minho said this heartbreaker words. Did Minho thought like that, really? Kibum tried to stood up with support from the hall's wall and he has gone his room.
He had trouble breath and tried to calm down but his tears never stopped. Kibum didn't deserve that. He didn't make something wrong. Kibum fell asleep while crying in his bed ,he didn't even wear his pyjamas.
The next morning Kibum had left home early. Even if his heart hurts he had to work ,on the other hand Minho didn’t return home at night. When he returned home other members were having breakfast. He looked awful because he didn't sleep last night.
‘What is wrong with you?’ Onew said and frowned. Minho didn’t even hear him.
‘Why are you home? Where is Kibum?’ Jonghyun said quietly and Minho had heard Jonghyun because Kibum's name had passed sentence.
‘I-I don’t know.’ Minho looked him and ruffled hair in frustration.
‘What do you mean, I don’t know? Do you not have an appointment?' Jonghyun said raising eyebrow. Minho couldn’t find something to say but he was wondering.
‘I know because he had told me before. Kibum was planning to do something for you. Don't you know?’ Jonghyun continued.
‘What happened to you?’ Taemin asked curiously. Minho went to the living room sat in the couch and he was followed by others.
‘We had a fight. No, actually he didn't say to me anything I just shouted him.’ Minho uneasily explained.
‘What? Why? What he did to you?’ Onew asked curiously.
‘I waited for his to come home but he was having fun with his friends.’ Minho said angrily.
‘How do you know?’ Taemin said and frowned.
‘I know because I've seen photos but when I called him he didn't answer me.’
Meanwhile Jonghyun checked Kibum’s instagram. He was surprised and angry. How can Minho be so stupid? How can Minho be so selfish?
‘The photo you see…is this?’ said Jonghyun showed the photo to others.
‘Yes, Why are you asking?’ Minho said and frowned.
‘I knew it. You’re really stupid Minho. Oh no, you’re the biggest stupid in the world.’ said Jonghyun through teeth clenched.
‘What are you saying Jonghyun?’ said Minho stood up and from the couch and walked toward the him with heatedly.
‘Look at the photo.. Did he wear same outfit as yesterday?'
‘I don’t know.’ Minho opens and closes his mouth like a fish before managing to say something.
‘But I know! This photo was taken last week. I know because I saw them in radio program. Kibum don't wear the same clothes in two consecutive weeks. Actually he was in musical practice at yesterday.’ Jonghyun continued.
‘What have I done?’ Minho looked him and ruffled hair in frustration. He looked awful than before.
‘You don't deserve him. if I were older than you I'd shoot in your face.’ said Taemin went into the room and hit the door. Jonghyun sighed and followed Taemin.
‘I hope you can solve this problem soon.’ Onew said and patted Minho’s arm awkwardly then left him alone.
Kibum was sitting alone in an old park. There was big old trees and benches. He has prepared this place for appointment. Wooden swing and a picnic basket… Everything was ready but Minho wasn’t here and probably he will never come. Kibum began to cry again. He could feel useless, disgusting and lonely because Minho wasn’t here.
It began to rain. Actually Kibum - the ancestor of the cats - would hate to get wet but this time he didn’t care.
After hours he returned home and looked like zombie. There was no one at home ,even Minho. Minho had gone to find Kibum but Kibum didn’t know it. His whole body was burning in flames he would probably be sick. Kibum fell asleep while crying in his bed ,he didn't even wear his pyjamas,again.
Minho was back in despair. He couldn’t find Kibum anywhere. Minho miss Kibum smell so he went to the Kibum's room. When Minho enter the room he saw Kibum in his bed and eyes widened with joy. He approached Kibum slowly and he was holding his breath. Kibum was shivering in his sleep, forehead shiny with sweat. Minho never had seen him this fever before. He was run to the bathroom, found a small washcloth and soaking it up with cold water. Minho sat on Kibum’s side of the bed and has put the cold cloth on his head, hoped it’s going to make him feel better without waking him up. And Kibum didn’t wake up. He measured his fever with the degree but unfortunately Kibum’s fever didn't diminished.
He decided to remove Kibum’s clothes and his shirt unbuttoned. Kibum's milky skin glowed in the light of the room. It was not the first time Minho had seen his boyfriend naked before but this time it was different. He has put the cold cloth on Kibum’s armpits and wrists, after it waited. After half an hour Kibum's fever did diminished. Minho sighed and relieved. He leaned down to kiss Kibum’s forehead tenderly and his boyfriend only sighed weakly. Kibum was still asleep.
Minho watching the rise and fall of Kibum’s chest as he slept on his hand, not tired himself but calm because of Kibum’s proximity. At almost 3am Kibum opened his eyes slowly but closes them almost immediately. Kibum opened his eyes one more time and saw Minho’s head on his hand. When he saw Minho this reminded him everything and pulled his hand back but that woke Minho. Minho rubbed his eyes, in this meanwhile Kibum tried to get up but he couldn't find his feet. Minho stood up and laid Kibum down on the pillows.
‘You're sick so don't move’ Minho said quietly and Kibum looked at him with tired eyes.
‘Why are you here?’ Kibum said and frowned. Minho gulped and couldn’t say anything.
‘Thanks for everything… but I don't need you anymore. I can take care of myself so you can go back to bed.’ Kibum said in pain and his eyes watered. Fortunately Minho couldn't see it, because of dark.
‘I can’t… I won’t do that… I want to stay with you.’ Minho said his voice was trembling.
‘Are you sure? Maybe then you might give up huh?’ Kibum said in a sarcastic way. He couldn't hold his tears anymore.
‘I never thought it I never gave up from you,from us. I always loved you and will always love you.Please let me… I need you.’ Minho said in tears and sobbed countless times. Kibum was in the same situation.
‘Why did you say that such things? You broke my heart Minho. What did I do you?’ Kibum said between sobs.
‘Because I was jealous of you. I was jealous of Woohyun and this stupid Japanese model Yagi Arisa. I wanted to be with you. I wanted to hug you kiss you and sleep with you. But you weren’t here. I miss you so much babe. ’ said and his voice cracked. He has collapsed to his knees.
‘Of course I miss you, too. You should have told me this before. I always thought of you and I've made plan for us. I knew you wouldn't come, but I waited for hours. I'm sorry that you feel that way. I need you,too Minho.’ Kibum said and stood up from bed and walked toward him. He knelt beside his boyfriend and Minho tightly hugged him. They stayed like that for a while and they were still crying.
Several days after Minho brought to Kibum a peaceful place for an appointment. Kibum’s eyes were connected and he was holding Minho’s hands.
‘Where are we? Can I open my eyes now?’ Kibum asked curiously.
‘Are you ready?’ Minho asked chuckling and Kibum nodded enthusiastically.
‘Okay, I will open your eyes. When I saw this place I thought of you. This place reminded me of you so I hope you love it.’ Minho explained and opened his boyfriend's eyes.
When Minho opened his eyes Kibum was very surprised. He had seen this park before. This made him smile.
‘So, do you love it?’ Minho asked nervously.
‘Yes, I love it but I love you more than this,more than everything.’ Kibum said and gave a quick kiss to Minho.
The same old park… There was big old trees and benches. Minho has prepared this place for appointment. Wooden swing and a picnic basket… Everything was ready and this time Minho was here.
‘I almost forgot, I love you,more than everything.’ Minho's voice sounded like saying it is the most important thing in the world.
They both began to laugh and of course, this words the most important thing in this world.