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Marina and I broke up today.
It pretty much reached critical mass earlier this week and the gist of it is that she doesn't think that we can have a relationship if I'm only physically seeing her once a week and then leaving for England. I've tried all week to show her how much she means to me and how much I love her, but it wasn't enough.
I feel like shit, obviously, but I think the general shittiness I've felt over our possible breakup makes it hurt less, that and the fact that she broke up with me in person and it was atleast somewhat amiable.
I guess the key is to keep myself busy and, fuck, I don't know.
It pretty much reached critical mass earlier this week and the gist of it is that she doesn't think that we can have a relationship if I'm only physically seeing her once a week and then leaving for England. I've tried all week to show her how much she means to me and how much I love her, but it wasn't enough.
I feel like shit, obviously, but I think the general shittiness I've felt over our possible breakup makes it hurt less, that and the fact that she broke up with me in person and it was atleast somewhat amiable.
I guess the key is to keep myself busy and, fuck, I don't know.