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Nov 22, 2006 19:03

In the first week of January, 2004, I started posting on LiveJournal, after I was convinced to on my New Years trip to London with Kim Noel and the gang.
Since then I have recieved some 400 comments from people, and posted on others' walls exactly 300 times.
It has been almost 3 years on livejournal.
This marks my 250th and, at least for a good long while, my last entry on livejournal.
And it is my and Zach's19th birthday.

I'm just tired. Three times people came into my room this morning with birthday wishes, and twice they crashed cymbals and drums around me and I just couldnt move. Everything finally caught up with me.
People have been letting me decide where we get meals, when and where we get together and such... but I just cant. I want people to lead me around and just talk to me and smile at me and that would make me happy. I dont have the energy.

Maybe I'll go downstairs and grab a coke, and then drive around for a bit with the music up and windows down. Sounds like a good birthday.

I dont have anything really profound to say. I have good people around me, and I've realized that that's more important than anything else.

hmmm..... I was just looking back at old entries to find a good way to end this ordeal, and I found a quotation I ripped off of Emerson in my second lj entry ever. I was talking about this just the other day, and I think it still rings just as true to me now as ever:

With consistency a great soul has simply nothing to do. He may as well concern himself with his shadow on the wall. Speak what you think now in hard words, and to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words again, though it contradict every thing you said to-day. - 'Ah, so you shall be sure to be misunderstood.' - Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood?

So long internet journals, thanks to the couple of faithful readers, and I wish so many good things for everybody.
Time to go play some records on 33 speed... theres nothing quite like Boston and Kansas when they are super fast and high.
And as I ended in that same second entry some three years ago,

Goodnight to all and to all, goodnight-- JEB


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