Emo post time
what should have been a fun party ended in disaster >_<. I'm going to blame it on the alcohol and my blackened emo hair... Basically there was this really annoying guy at our party last night who was a friend of afriend so noone there even knew him and hed been winding me up all night but yes he made the very very bad mistake of obviously hitting on will, bringing out the evil green man in me. And not realising the full extent of what i was saying i told my close friends at the party that this guy was pissing me off and i wished he wasnt there, my friends saw i was upset and pretty much told this guy he wasnt welcome which ya know fair enough it is my house and i shouldnt have people there if theyre gonna make me miserable, Will however was not very impressed by this and left refusing to talk to me :(, cue a good hour of crying from me, and i never cry, not in front of people but i just had a proper breakdown in front of everyone, everyone was really nice and comforting but i just feel so pathetic now, i hate myself, i dont know what to do now i really just want to turn back time or escape somehow :(