May 24, 2005 19:57
I am graduating and I think that I have to move out and like be more independent and I already think I'm pretty independent but lately Ashley has been making me feel like I need to ask for a raise at my work and I really don't think i need to....isn't that for like union or something? I dunno I don't really want to ask like 7 monthes into working there but I need to ask if they have direct deposit so they can just send my check to my bank account and if they have health and life insurance...lots of stuff i need to do. Get a bank account....I feel like I've run out of time and all this has been piled on top of my back and I just have to buck up and deal with it. My parents don't mind if I stay home for a while, they said I might be able to move down into the basement...at least it's quiet. All I really want is my own solitude, for me to just go there and calm down and not worry about people or problems yet it's just so expensive to move out on my own...I guess I need to wait a while and not worry about "society" tells me I should do. It'll all come in time...One step at a time i guess. I hope I'll be okay.