Posting because it's all I have in my life. Oh if I lost my journal I might even kill myself
Hung out in Chelmsford this week. It was exciting I guess, but I can not get my mind off one thing that continues to eat away at me; My grandmother is dying and there is nothing I can do about it.
It sucks, and it's fucking with my head in ways that simply can not be explained in words. I think that's why I've turned to the bottle. Bought a 300$ camera. Don't know why. I think it was a waste but oh well, I don't really care. I might need it in the future.
I want to hang out with Corey and Chris. Just us two and no one else. Sadly, that isn't happening. MUST-FIND-APARTMENT-UP-HERE-IN-NASHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It sucks, and it's fucking with my head in ways that simply can not be explained in words. I think that's why I've turned to the bottle. Bought a 300$ camera. Don't know why. I think it was a waste but oh well, I don't really care. I might need it in the future.
I want to hang out with Corey and Chris. Just us two and no one else. Sadly, that isn't happening. MUST-FIND-APARTMENT-UP-HERE-IN-NASHUA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!