May 10, 2006 19:58
"I'm losing you and its effortless" This totally relates to Paul. I totally ignored him for about three weeks.. and really he didn't even see it coming. I don't know what to think of the relationship with Paul.. is there anything that I had learned? I guess I need some more time to think about that one. There must have been some reason that Paul and I were.. or really weren't! I wonder if I'll ever see him again.. it may be better that I don't at all.
Yesterday Johnny and I went shopping to get him a suit for an upcoming banquet. Good times. I think that everyone helping us must have assumed that we were married since Johnny really didn't say much. It was like he was my very own dress up doll! hehe He settled on an amazing Oscar De La Renta black pin-striped suit. Very hott! I don't think that Oscar De La Renta has EVER created anything less of spectacular! He treated me to lunch at Chili's and we totally scored margartitas! Eeeeee! I've never.. well in America gotten away with getting a drink while still being underaged. hehe! OH and we saw Mr. Decatur and Mrs. Birmingham.. and the whole class thought that I was Mrs. Birmingham's sister.. LOL
Today Meggie came over and we went to the mall... but really I met her men.. two actually who are trying to win her heart! I'm really just as confused about the whole situation as she is. I think that she just needs to sit down and make a plus and minus chart.. I swear they work. NO lie. Many an important decision has arose from a handy plus and minus chart. I really hope that someone will go out clubbing or even out dancing with me sometime this summer. I NEED To go out. Goodness I sound like an alcoholic I'm not.. but I really do want to go out mingle, meet some new ppl, talk to some new guys.. the usual.
I'm really hoping that this summer doesn't fly by too quickly... but as good things in life do.. it won't last forever or anywhere near forever.