So be mine, And don't waste my time.. take me for what I am....

[themartini]

As of right now.. I do not like Paul. It's so utterly messed up. How can I go from really really liking him to wondering how in the world we even went out on a single date?! Grr! Last night was awesome, but today online- not so cool. I really wish that I would have saved the convo but alas I didn't. The conversation was so very forced and boring. I seriously have no idea how to keep the conversation going between us. We talk about how the day went, and then I usually go into something that happened, and really that's it. I thought I was making progress with this one, but I guess not. I used to think that I was easy to talk to but I guess not anymore. I would give up but he still intrigues me. Maybe he's had a bad day? I don't know.. even then he should be excited to talk to me.. but I guess not.

And tomorrow my opinion will change once again. *sigh* I have issues.