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School is soo ghey. I studied soo much for my stats exam and I thought I aced it.. but alas I got a 80%! How incredibly messed up is that. It just seems like everyone here does soo much better than me. BTW stats is an easy class, the test wasn't tooo bad except for a few questions that were worded funky. It's funny that so many ppl are taking calc here and basically failing.. and the teachers don't realize that they aren't A) doing a good job teaching the material or B) make the test ridiculously hard. BUT I'm not taking calc ... and thank goodness. So everyone else is kicking butt in their classes and I just suck at life.
Now I think i finally know how Peggy used to feel.. she would study her butt off regardless of what test it was and then come test time she would get a low grade. But I used to study w/ her.. we were a team...so that she would do better and i could know the material even better.... and she did better. Here it's like no one wants to study w/ anyone else.. it's like they want to hoard their knowledge and they really don't care about anyone. It's like hah i'm smart, ur dumb, that's life. BUt i guess it's just like that... everyone here is scared about their grade so why would they want to throw off the curve.. even though there really isn't a curve here.. anyway...
BUt Chris and I study.. and study... and study. I think i'm almost to the point of giving up.. going home.. college is too hard. But then I need to think about all the other kids who are in college and they didn't give up... and in high school I had a higher GPA and class rank. And they can't be better than me.. no not fair.
I'm really wanting to go home.. cuz i'm feeling a severe meatloaf meltdown coming on soon. And exam time starts up again in 2 weeks.. Calc Oct. 27.. and the following week psy and another stats exam.
Now I think i finally know how Peggy used to feel.. she would study her butt off regardless of what test it was and then come test time she would get a low grade. But I used to study w/ her.. we were a team...so that she would do better and i could know the material even better.... and she did better. Here it's like no one wants to study w/ anyone else.. it's like they want to hoard their knowledge and they really don't care about anyone. It's like hah i'm smart, ur dumb, that's life. BUt i guess it's just like that... everyone here is scared about their grade so why would they want to throw off the curve.. even though there really isn't a curve here.. anyway...
BUt Chris and I study.. and study... and study. I think i'm almost to the point of giving up.. going home.. college is too hard. But then I need to think about all the other kids who are in college and they didn't give up... and in high school I had a higher GPA and class rank. And they can't be better than me.. no not fair.
I'm really wanting to go home.. cuz i'm feeling a severe meatloaf meltdown coming on soon. And exam time starts up again in 2 weeks.. Calc Oct. 27.. and the following week psy and another stats exam.