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i went out last night and it was good. however today i am even more zombie than usual, tripled weakness and cotton-headedness...
i like most of the women i work with. this entire department is women, which is odd... and it at times can get a little tense. but for the most part the people are good, and the job has stagnated to the point of second nature (already). it doesnt change the fact that i still cant seem to ever get enough sleep or feel adequately rested.
my personal life went to shit this past weekend... and im still not even quite sure what happened or how it all came to be. im just so tired i cant even stop to really think about it or care. this life is a life of solitude and i guess theres a part of me that doesnt mind that... or has been expecting it or something. my cell phone never rings now, unless its a crediting agency, and then i just put it straight to voicemail. im reading a lot, and i love reading more than maybe anything... even eating.
everyones in a meeting and all i want to do is just take a nap right on my desk.
sigh.
i like most of the women i work with. this entire department is women, which is odd... and it at times can get a little tense. but for the most part the people are good, and the job has stagnated to the point of second nature (already). it doesnt change the fact that i still cant seem to ever get enough sleep or feel adequately rested.
my personal life went to shit this past weekend... and im still not even quite sure what happened or how it all came to be. im just so tired i cant even stop to really think about it or care. this life is a life of solitude and i guess theres a part of me that doesnt mind that... or has been expecting it or something. my cell phone never rings now, unless its a crediting agency, and then i just put it straight to voicemail. im reading a lot, and i love reading more than maybe anything... even eating.
everyones in a meeting and all i want to do is just take a nap right on my desk.
sigh.