May 06, 2007 15:47
That's apparently my grand goal in life: to be everyone's backup. Other friends not available? Call Steve! Significant other dumped you and you need some fun? Call Steve! Want to have all the benefits of a relationship with none of the commitment? Call Steve! It's easy to get him to fall in love with you and then drop him when the first cute boy walks by!
I'm just so tired of being second. I'm getting really jaded by this whole thing, and I don't want to be... but I'm starting to think love is bullshit... I just can't take it anymore.
And school is burning me out, or rather finals week is. Study study study... I'm not prepared at all and I feel completely overwhelmed. I'm not going to be proud of my final grades...