I LOST A JOB
so i fucked up and somehow didnt wake up in time for work today at 10am. i had been doing really well....the guy told me on the first day if i fuck up in the first week by sleeping in, showing up late, etc that he wouldnt pay me for my first week of work. so i just wasted 5 days of time, my depression is worse than ever, i cant even get off the couch, and i really wish a freak accident would kill me. sobriety...im pretty sick of it. my neighbor knocked on my door and it was unlocked so it opened a little and he saw me laying on the couch so he asked me if i wanted some crack and i said i had no money and he said nah man its on me and i said maybe. so that was about 3 hours ago...i guess im not going to. but who fucking cares