Jul 05, 2010 18:46
I am kind of on this self destructive path. I need a job and would like to move to Houston or Austin, but then I realize I don't know what I want to do and that I don't really keep in touch with people anyways. My laziness and apathy stop me from getting anything done. All I seem to do as of lately is watch television series on my computer. I keep looking up job openings on stupid job posting websites and find bullshit positions which I am either not qualified for or for companies that sound like they blow. I think I am hoping to find something that I would feel content applying for and doing for a short period of time. I am probably going to take the GRE just because. I hate being here in Allen because I don't like myself and that only becomes more apparent around my parents.
I am planning on heading to Austin in the next couple of weeks to at least say goodbye to Evan, is anyone else planning on being in Austin anytime soon?
I have not smoked a cigarette since my last trip to Austin, which was around two and a half weeks ago and I feel better because of that, but I still wouldn't mind one right now.