Rain Drops and Roses
Why is it that it becomes cold when we're lonely?
I've noticed that some time in mid summer I fell into this mental slump that I'm having a hard time removing myself from. In my time in college I have gained so much confidence in my charisma, but this summer I've lost the mental toughness that I've had my entire life. This is not at all a/b the opposite sex; it's about everyday issues. I have started to second guess myself about everything. In the past I used to think I knew everything about everything. I think of myself as knowing nothing, yet I realize thats not true. What in the hell am I even writing anymore? Have I thought too much and become retarded? I hope this is just a summer slump... Panic! reminds me of the fall, I wish it were here. Riding around in 50-60 degree weather with the windows down makes me feel so alive.
I've noticed that some time in mid summer I fell into this mental slump that I'm having a hard time removing myself from. In my time in college I have gained so much confidence in my charisma, but this summer I've lost the mental toughness that I've had my entire life. This is not at all a/b the opposite sex; it's about everyday issues. I have started to second guess myself about everything. In the past I used to think I knew everything about everything. I think of myself as knowing nothing, yet I realize thats not true. What in the hell am I even writing anymore? Have I thought too much and become retarded? I hope this is just a summer slump... Panic! reminds me of the fall, I wish it were here. Riding around in 50-60 degree weather with the windows down makes me feel so alive.