FUCK THIS SHIT.
fuck.
this.
shit.
my fingernail has almost been torn from it's bed (i guess i'll get it looked at tomorrow)
my job sucks, i'm always covered in ice cream and tonight it took me two hours to get home via trimet.
school tomorrow and i have no money for books, tuition, music, even a notebook and a pen.
i was comfortable with my life, and when i let my guard down and the shit hits me in the face. as soon as i let myself enjoy things, and stop thinking about when the next shoe is going to drop, it does (an old jewish mother rule; the second shoe will always drop).
in conclusion: i want to scream at the top of my lungs but my roommates are all sleeping and so i'm venting to livejournal.
FUCK THIS SHIT.
this.
shit.
my fingernail has almost been torn from it's bed (i guess i'll get it looked at tomorrow)
my job sucks, i'm always covered in ice cream and tonight it took me two hours to get home via trimet.
school tomorrow and i have no money for books, tuition, music, even a notebook and a pen.
i was comfortable with my life, and when i let my guard down and the shit hits me in the face. as soon as i let myself enjoy things, and stop thinking about when the next shoe is going to drop, it does (an old jewish mother rule; the second shoe will always drop).
in conclusion: i want to scream at the top of my lungs but my roommates are all sleeping and so i'm venting to livejournal.
FUCK THIS SHIT.