Alone
You know the days when you feel not only alone physically, but in your mind? Like you're 100% sure that if you tried to explain your emotions and interests to someone else, they'd just look at your like you were an alien?
Today is one of those days for me. Except I don't feel like being strong and proud singing "I will staaaaaaaaand alooooone". 'Cuz even that is an illusion. That damn wall I feel between myself and the world is the core of my life and my misery. The more I desire to break it the more I'll suffer because it fails, it always does and will always do.
I'm so tired.
Today is one of those days for me. Except I don't feel like being strong and proud singing "I will staaaaaaaaand alooooone". 'Cuz even that is an illusion. That damn wall I feel between myself and the world is the core of my life and my misery. The more I desire to break it the more I'll suffer because it fails, it always does and will always do.
I'm so tired.