She said that once she knew someone, now he's gone....
Alright, so he showed up for the thing. Called me about a half an hour after I called him and said he was on his way home.
He went downstairs to wake CJ, and I heard him call me insane. He knew I was in earshot. He didn't deny it.
Apparently me being stressed out because the two dumbfucks couldn't communicate with me makes me insane. All I asked was to decide a time, and get back to me. It had to be done today because I cannot get on the lease at my new place without getting off the lease here first.
I talked to him about it, and he half-assedly apologized. A lot of words were exchanged, until finally, through tears, I said,
"After all of this is over, I'm only calling you to straighten out the final utilities. I don't want to stay friends with you."
Finally, he showed he has some shred of a soul left and cried. Started mumbling things about artwork he wanted to create for me and all of that.
I said, "that's up to you. If you want to be friends, then I need to see the good in you. All I've seen is the asshole you've let take over, and I'm sick of it. I don't need that kind of negativity in my life. I've worked too damn hard to pick myself up from it, and I'll be damned if I let someone kick me down with their words, even if I loved them once."
In all reality, I think I just let go. I am done with this person in my life.
He went downstairs to wake CJ, and I heard him call me insane. He knew I was in earshot. He didn't deny it.
Apparently me being stressed out because the two dumbfucks couldn't communicate with me makes me insane. All I asked was to decide a time, and get back to me. It had to be done today because I cannot get on the lease at my new place without getting off the lease here first.
I talked to him about it, and he half-assedly apologized. A lot of words were exchanged, until finally, through tears, I said,
"After all of this is over, I'm only calling you to straighten out the final utilities. I don't want to stay friends with you."
Finally, he showed he has some shred of a soul left and cried. Started mumbling things about artwork he wanted to create for me and all of that.
I said, "that's up to you. If you want to be friends, then I need to see the good in you. All I've seen is the asshole you've let take over, and I'm sick of it. I don't need that kind of negativity in my life. I've worked too damn hard to pick myself up from it, and I'll be damned if I let someone kick me down with their words, even if I loved them once."
In all reality, I think I just let go. I am done with this person in my life.