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I've found a piece inside of me, it proves that I am whole. I dont need you or anyone else to love me, because I'll be ok by myself. It comes down to this, I'd rather be alone than with the wrong one. I'd rather just have friends than someone who couldnt possibly keep me happy. You never seem to look deep within to understand the reasons I'd push away ...all of the scary, sick things that worry me, night and day. And who are you to lie to me, to pretend to be so true and to say constantly that you'll be there, and I know deep inside you were never there... never were who you portrayed yourself to be. Why is it, that now I dont want your love, dont want your hate, your anything, and that I just wish you were gone? Why is it I pray that I could rewind time, and that I could erase the day we met... Why?
These memories, I keep locked away inside....... our smiles, laughter, loving moments, and all the reasons you've kept me alive? For these same reasons, there are so many other opposing reasons that I'd want to run and hide. Truth being, I think I've already died.
Dont sit around, wasting time, mourning me and what couldve been. You gave that up the first time you lied, broke my trust, and showed me all your sins. I'm a creature of the light, and free from all the grief, I'll be all alone now, I've nothing left to teach. Given up, and we're so run down... worn into the ground six feet under, walked on dirt, who knew this whole time I've been hiding such pent up hurt. I cant take this anymore, and with this as a reason, I'll go. Im becoming a new person, one which you'll never know. Im moving on without you, and maybe one day youll rest. I was always afraid to push this feeling to the limits, to put you to your test. Failing horribly, flailing hopelessly... arent you ashamed of what youve become, what you lack, all the unsaid words, and what you havent had the chance to prove, all you havent done?? Its all on you now, Ive said what I have to say, and I wont be looking back. Not ever, not today, or tonight... you've lost the reasons, youve lost the fight. Never believed one could love me... much as one says they do... But I love myself enough and that will have to make due. At least i know that much is true.
These memories, I keep locked away inside....... our smiles, laughter, loving moments, and all the reasons you've kept me alive? For these same reasons, there are so many other opposing reasons that I'd want to run and hide. Truth being, I think I've already died.
Dont sit around, wasting time, mourning me and what couldve been. You gave that up the first time you lied, broke my trust, and showed me all your sins. I'm a creature of the light, and free from all the grief, I'll be all alone now, I've nothing left to teach. Given up, and we're so run down... worn into the ground six feet under, walked on dirt, who knew this whole time I've been hiding such pent up hurt. I cant take this anymore, and with this as a reason, I'll go. Im becoming a new person, one which you'll never know. Im moving on without you, and maybe one day youll rest. I was always afraid to push this feeling to the limits, to put you to your test. Failing horribly, flailing hopelessly... arent you ashamed of what youve become, what you lack, all the unsaid words, and what you havent had the chance to prove, all you havent done?? Its all on you now, Ive said what I have to say, and I wont be looking back. Not ever, not today, or tonight... you've lost the reasons, youve lost the fight. Never believed one could love me... much as one says they do... But I love myself enough and that will have to make due. At least i know that much is true.